{**___________ Different moods, Different feelings**}

Sunday, January 29, 2006

**__hAppY cHiNeSe nEw yEaR__**

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Wan to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!! Hope a new year with a new beginning for everyone! 4get the unhappy memories (but keep the happy memories!) of 2005 and have a new start in 2006! Wish everyone will be happy and all the best to all my friends! Well, including me too! Hope everything will get better and i hope to meet my old friends as often as possible though i think i be busy working!

9:08 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

**__bUsY mE__**

Alamakkkk... almost 3 weeks never update blog le! Nothing to blog leh... for the past 3 weeks are just working schooling working schooling workin schoolin.... Just reach home from school. Abit boliao lar.. working early in the morning at 7 am to go school for project meeting! How long i have never wake up so early le?!! Anyway i thought there will 2 be tutorials and 1 lecture today so i took off today. But in the end, the tutorials have not started yet and most of my friends are not attending the lecture so as usual, pontank again! Now i am home blogginb of course... Alamak... if i know i go work right? Anyway, i thick-skinned go and call Marche if whether they need staff and guess wat! Haha... i manage to get to work 6-12! $36 lor + $3.50 meal allowance... Hehe... not bad hor?

Actually, i wanted to meet Pamela and Phoebe but Pamela was not able to confirm so i decided to meet my sister. But in the end, since i not ending school late so i decide to work! Haiyoh... short of $$ you know.... Sometimes i then tired of working and schooling at the same time... Most of my "hard-earned money" go to my school fees and i had only about $200 per month to spend! Haizzzz... Well i shall not talk bout it anymore.. Just wan to complete my rest of my 2 and a half years, secure a degree and tts it!! Sometimes i also think is so then stupid to work and study so hard for just a piece of paper!

Well.. bought a few pairs of earrings for the Fillipinos working at Marche on the way back. 2 of them be leaving this Sunday and the other 2 will be leaving in another 2 more weeks time. My second daughter, Jessie, will also be leaving in another 1 more time. Hmmm.... all of there are actually serving their attachment at Marche. Is a 6 months attachment lar and many have come and go already. Wondering how the boss get all these lobang one.. Anyway without them, Marche will be short of staff!

Oh ya! Let me talk abit of my programme for the next few days ah..

Friday: Working(6-12)

Saturday: Maybe meeting Chocolate factory in the afternoon in fact at night too! But with others as well...

Sunday: Going my aunt house lor... standard one every year. LOL

Monday: Working(1-12... they paying $8 per hour for this day!)

Tuesday: Working(12-12... $8 per hour as well!)

Wednesday: Schooling and working(this time is back to $6 per hour, :()

Hahahaa... packed le... Going to watch my show le and going to work after that!

4:07 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

**__SchOOl rEoPeN__**

Yesterday was my first day of school but i didn't went to school... Hehe... Went to work instead as i already put my schedule at 7pm but my lesson is from 4-9pm. So no choice, have to pontank school lor. Anyway think they are short of staff yesterday although Marche was not as busy as expected. Something terrible happened to me yesterday! I have food poisoning after eating the bread pudding from Marche. I ate the pudding around 9.45pm and then at 10.15pm, i have a sudden stomachache and went to the toilet. Then when i just come out again for not more than 10 minutes..... i went to toilet again! This time when i just step out of the cubicle, i went in again! Haiz.... luckily An Zhe asked me to take a rest and i eat snake after that! Really can't work man! At that time, there was still no signs of vomiting. Later about 11.45pm, i started to have signs of vomiting but nothing came out. I started vomiting when i was in the transport... All was the bread pudding! I only ate that for the whole day lor... Haiyoh! Later i went home i diarrohoea(d) a few more times and vomited again! I vomited again when i was sleeping... Haizzzzz

This is my third time have food poisoning in my whole life! Lucky this time was not as serious as my first time when i was admitted to the hospital... Think i was 6 years old tt time lar... Now i don't have the appetite to eat...

Oh ya! Went to sing ktv again on Saturday night again! This time with a smaller group... Got me, Charlie, Pamela and her darling, Phoebe. I promised i will not sing at that time so i didn't sing for the first hour! Not bad liao hor... can control! Later i started to get bored already and decided to have a walk the whole Orchard in the middle of the night. Think they might be worried so later they decided to ask me to sing but really at that night i have no mood to sing le. Haha... but later is my turn to start singing non stop le. At about 4 am, is time to go liao so we decided to wait for the first MRT. At that time, i really cannot tahan le! Want to sleep ah! And it was very cold that night as it was raining and is still raining till now! So later we waited until 6 am and wait for the train... Luckily my train came first and i alighted at City Hall.

Then things began to went wrong! Waited for about 10 minutes and my train was not here yet! Later the MRT staff said they having an emergency practice and there will be no train services for that morning but will have free shuttle bus. But i didn't wait for the shuttle bus and decided to take a bus home myself. And guess wat! I overslept on the bus and sleep until Novena. Haiyoh.. the worst thing is it is raining very heavily! Finally i manage to reach home at 7.30 am! By right ah... even if i walked home from Partyworld at Orchard ah... i can reached home by 5am lor! Haizzzzz... and that day i only sleep for four hours and i have to go work again! But anyway i slept for 12 hours the next day! Hehe... This few days really then suay man! Hope nothing will happen again ah for the rest of the week...

12:57 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

**__First pOst of 2006!__**

Yesterday was Marche Dinner and Dance! Theme was Retro and Hip. Haha... i wore a black polka (correct spelling anot?) dots low cut dress... U see already u also agree is retro man! And the funny thing is that i had the dress and not specially buy one but i don't wear it anyway man... HAHAHAHA

Went to meet meet my family at Ang Mo Kio at 5.30pm.... But i was late because my eldest daughter asked me to accompany her to IMA which in the end i didn't manage to meet her as the security guard don't let mi in! No choice lor.... then i go first... But the ridiculous thing is that i took the same train as her which i only realise after getting down from the escalator! Everyone wear very smart and georgeous man except Phoebe lar! Haha... cannot blame her because she comes from school.... Later took 76 to Paramount Hotel and reached there about 7 pm although it was supposed to start at 6pm! But anyway the eating only started only at 7pm! Hehe

Woah... when i went there there were really many fantastic clothings! Haha... Sherin wore the retro hair wig, the curly curly big big one you know? And then there was this man in the mata(police in malay) clothes then there was also this guy wore really the 70s dress clothing and of course there were many ladies who wore the 70s girls' dressing as well... So it first started with the games... The whole cafe was divided into 2 groups... one called the Cookie Monster and the another call Ultraman.... I know is lame lar.. haha but the name is not i come out one ah! Was really very high started with the hairriest man, the woman with the biggest eyes, the man who take out his pants first but of course using a towel to cover, the girl with the shortest skirt.. and the guy who eat the fastest without using his hands and i participated in this! LOL

There were many fantastic prizes... Ranging from Ipod nano, Nokia 70, a digital camera, electric oven, a 21 colour TV, $1288 cash, cruise package, etc... Of course i wrote is all the top prizes lar! But the last prize, the 40th prize is also $80 cash! Not bad lar... but guess wat! The lucky draw is only for the full-timers and not for part-timers.... 可恶! Not fair!!!! But anyway there were many games and food as well lar... Again had a great time! Except Frank who was drunk and behave irrationally..... Make me worry man!

But again... Inside my heart was not really happy lar..... Want to emphasis again! Don't faint when you read this! As i said... this my blog mar... Haha... Think is disgusting then DON"T READ! Actually got some problems between me and him lar... He's going back soon le... Haiz... He said there is nothing here that can let him stay, including me... Haizzzz... He say i don't know how to be a girlfriend! Puke blood! This is my first relationship mar...... He said i care my friends more than him! Puke blood again! He crazy ah? In my heart he is in first place and i care him more than anyone else! And EVERYONE can see that except him... and EVERYONE can see that i like him alot... Haiyoh... why can't he understand me more leh? I am really tired but i do not want to give up on him... i really like and cherish him alot lor... I am always thinking about him and i mean it! Every minute every second! What i think i can do as a girlfriend i do it! And if i didn't do means i did not think of it! Sometimes i also angry with him for not replying my msg and called other girls dear or darling! And i have to console myself that he is tired and just call for fun! Fun meh? How come i don't see he called me that? And the worse thing is that everytime i have to gave way to him but nevermind! Because i really scared of losing him..... Haiyoh... what happen to me ah? In fact, i thought our relationship was better in the past before we were together... For those who is reading this althought i had warn you all it would be very disgusting.... Don't puke cause i told you all earlier liao.... LOL

I understand that he nid someone who cares for him... i understand that he is very tired study and working at the same time in Singapore... i also understand that back in his country he is a young master there who can have everything he wants.... i understand that i not pretty... I am now trying very hard to be a girlfriend who is a one who really cares for him! But actually one thing that i think i not good is that i only think and don't show it out... Why ah why ah why? How i wish we can return to the past but together la... Any solutions from those who is reading this? Can someone teach mi wat to do?

10:04 PM