{**___________ Different moods, Different feelings**}

Sunday, February 26, 2006

**__nEw JoB_**

No more workin at Marche le... Instead now working at Marche UPSTAIRS... At Heeren fifth floor Billy Bombers... LOL... Dun really like the job there leh... Abit sian lor cause working with too little people liao... somemore all younger one than me de leh although i still look younger than them! Hehe :p... Today is my second day of work.. Abit better than yesterday... Yesterday was really busy, got no time to learn anything! Here is not as busy as Marche la, and is not as strict as Marche, still can talk without being scared of being scolded or being spy... Actually i also would say i learn more things here than Marche la... At least i learn how to take orders and serve the food to people and cashiering too and sometimes the host(this is the most boring of all!!)... And somemore got tips though although is like mayb only $20 more extra every month(must share equally to everyone according to the hours they work...)?? Haha... then also can look outside at the stores outside and maybe yandaos also?? Wahahahaha... kk getting out of point liao.. I lookin for some things to console me lar! Anyway, i just working here till mid April and i going to say byebye... Still got one and a half month to go only!! Now my aim is just to earn some $$ and can be close to Marche so still can see my frens there lor!! Dont think i am crazy or wat, cause i know usually when frens don't meet one another often, their distance will drift one de lor... I got experience before so now i trying to stay near there to see them! So when Marche is closing May for renovations, i also will leave Billy Bombers liao.. And no fail, everyday i will see some of the Marche staff! LOL

As i say earlier... every job has its pros and cons lar, but the most important thing is that u must like the job so that you dun feel like that you are working when you have to work! At Billy Bombers to me, is more like a job lor... Unlike Marche, where i really wished to be there everyday even when not working... I really like working there one de lor, duno is the environment there or the people there (Most probably is the environment there la... Is getting more and more complicated there liao!! Haha...)Tt time i already tell THAT teamleader that i like working one de lor and i already planned to work there till end of my uni life! Too bad, cannot work there anymore le la!! After not working at Marche anymore, my life ah... Is not as happy as before anymore... also duno why... SIanzzz....

11:59 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

**__sOmetHing tRue__**

Just copy and paste this from my friend... think is really true and worth to read it... This "poem" best describes my feelings now... sorry ah... cannot expand the words! Click the box to read more clearly... hehe

8:20 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

**__NoT dePreSsed aGain__**

need to make some admendments of the previous post!!

Dunno why.. i not depressed again but i am still trying to forget about him but the happy memories will be kept... =)

2:14 PM

**__sUper dEpreSSed__**

Super depressed now.... just hope to forget him as soon as possible!!! Who can helped me??!!

12:56 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

**__Quick update__**

Now no more working at Marche le so nothing much happen lor... Everything return to Marche le, including my uniform and locker key... Not used to the life now when i was busy working or schooling everyday that time... Now so slack!! Hmmm... never update for 9 nine days le! These is just a brief and quick update for these 9 days...

Monday, 13th Feb

Went to school lor 2pm - 6pm. Later went to meet my father(fake one of course... LOL... you all should know) and Shijia for steamboat at Geylang. Hmmm... is a Beijing style steamboat and is Quite delicious la! My favourite is the man tou! Ate about 11! Hahaha... so special ah?? Go steamboat eat bread! Then Shijia went home lor then i Accompany my father from 7.30pm - 6am the next morning as he is flying off to Beijing at 8am... Walked almost the whole Geylang with my father for more than 10 hours!! Want to faint~~ He be back in 1 1/2 months time ba! I will miss my father man!! In fact... i already miss him le lar... -_-"

Tuesday, 14th Feb

Is Valentine's day and Veron's birthday too! Wish her exactly at 12 am sharp! Then go to school for tutorial at 4pm then later lecture at 6pm... SIanzzz.... Later went to orchard to meet my son, Pamela and Phoebe lor... Got my first Valentine's present! A stuffy sunflower from my son! Thanks ah!!! (^_^) Later went to Marche to collect some stuff from my locker... It was so busy at Marche! The only time when Marche is earning big bucks is Valentine's day, Mother's day and Christmas eve i heard... Together with my son and Phoebe the whole night till almost 11pm ba?

Wednesday, 15th Feb

Eh... actually i forgotten wat i did that day leh... Haha. Diao~~~

Thursday, 16th Feb

Suppose to meet Shijia at Marche to return my uniform and get my casual labour for Chinese New Year... But she late lor then i went inside myself... Not bad ah! Got about $200 for 2 days... As usual, i talk to almost everyone i saw except those white shirts one de lor! Think this will be the last time i be standing inside Marche... Hahahaha... then meet my son and Phoebe again lor... this time got Shijia and Jingle... Went for lunch together then went to watch The Fog at cineleisure... 2 movies within one week! This show is quite scary lor where there are many times where i grab my son's hand who is sitting beside me.. 可怜的儿子!! Okok... I'm getting -_-" But overall, this show is quite nice la.. Rating 7/10

Friday, 17th Feb

Think i went to school but i 4gotten how long and wat time... but i think i went for the lecture at 4pm...

Saturday, 18th Feb

Went to Recruit Express at Taka at 11am... But the jobs offered i not interested leh and the working hours buay gam with my time... Lol... Then went to meet my sister and with her almost the whole day... Went to walk-in to Billy Bombers at Heeren but the manager (a.k.a the Old Man... Not i call one ah! The supervisor call him Old Man one... Don't say i no respect ah! I don't wan to repeat the past where the female Marche teamleader say i no respect for her.... Faint again~~ :S) asked me to come on Monday 12 pm lor and i think quite high chances that i will get the job... Then went shopping whole day with my sis lor.. Then later at night, we came across a stall outside Isetan that is doing fortune telling. His job is to predict your surname and your destiny... We thought is quite interesting so we try also lor.. $5 per person! Think the fellow rich liao.... hehehe.... Hmmmm... my fortune goes like that... Will have 2 kids in the future then will live up to 78 years old... And don't think my first marriage will last... something like that la... Just read read.... Don't believe too much! As wat my son say... Your fate lies in your own hands! Hahaha...

Sunday, 19th Feb

Stay at home and rot the whole day...

Monday, 20th Feb

Went to Billy Bombers and... Shocked!! I was expecting the pay to be $5.50 like that and i thought of negotiating the pay to $6!! But guess wat! The pay only $4.50-$5.00! So niao one ah... Hahaha... Actually is thier standard pay la but then at Orchard should be higher lor.... My first reaction is... to find another job again lor! Pls lor... $1 difference from Marche is alot lor... Actually i think back ah... Marche is the place that offered the best pay for the job scope done... No joke! Just clearing the plates and you get $6 per hour... Unlike other places, where you have to take orders, serving the food to the customers, cashiering etc... And the working hours of other places is not as flexible as Marche where you can work as long or as short as you desire... What time you give the team leader, they will give you the time... Unlike other places, where the supervisor will gives you your shift and not the other way round and therre is no minimum amount of days you need to work per week... Hmmm... haiya... i only can say everywhere has its pros and cons lor... But if i have a chance, i will definitely go back Marche one de lor...

Back to the story, anyway i already tell them that i try for 2 weeks lor... Actually my main aim is that i can work close to Marche so i can see my friends there lor... I not referring to him i wan to emphasis! Hahaa... And is just temporarily till i get the job that Frank recommend me the $7 one... But haven even confirm yet leh, Frank introduce me another job! Is Indochine at Clarke Quay la... Starting pay $6... See ah!! Is starting pay!! Hahahaa... can get up to $7.50 per hour lor!! But i think i need at least 1 year to get to $7.... LOL... So when this job is confirmed le, most probably i will resign the Billy Bombers one or stay there and i work for one day per week only lor... hehehe... See how the situation lor...

Actually i was with my son the whole day again... Hahaa.. Later meet Frank about 4.30pm to bring me to the Indochine lor... Everytime i meet him i wan to faint! Cause we everytime meet at the wrong places one de lor... Puke blood! Then later meet Phoebe again after she finish her exam... Went to eat at Suntec then later we walk to bugis then walk to my home... Hehehe

Tuesday, Feb 21, Today!!

Whole day at home again lor... Doing the powerpoint and report of my project for the meeting on Thursday and....... Updating my blog!!

3:48 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

**__Un|ucKy 2 weeks!!__**

These 2 weeks i so then suay!! So many things to happen to me sia... cannot stand! Lucky i am strong enough to face all these problems! I might be then depressed for the first 2 days but after that i am the usual me! So hey guys.. dun worry man! JUst 2 days ok?

Not working at Marche le... should i said fired? LOL... Haiz... is because of the same team leader man(or rather woman?)! Haiyoh... not i pushing blame to the new worker but then she is the one who let me kana chased home the other time and let me kana scolded again! It just happen like that... I was initially working at Piazza with Frank and Winnie but to due to a mistake, Frank was located to Medi, left me and Winnie only! And i am closing alone.. so about 10.00pm, there was already no people at the back of Piazza so i asked that female team leaser wat time i can lift up the chairs so she said 11 lar.. Then i say ok lor... so from 10pm onwards, i already have done wat closing should do la including closing the toilet except lifting up the chairs.... So about 10.55pm, everything is done le so i asked Winnie who is leaving at 11pm to help me lift up some chairs lor... Then suay, at 10.57pm, the female teamleader came and u can see her stupid face! Wah biang... 5 minutes earlier only lor then she start scolding! Anyway i expected already le lar!! Then later, the same new worker went around and said goodbye and she walked to my station le. So just nice, there was 5 people at my station! So suay ah! How i know why got so many people at my station then she come and say no clustering! actually before that when i saw her i already wan to siam liao but then the new worker was not wearing her apron and i was trying to cover for her! *Faint~~~~ I wasn't meant to talk leh... So i let her scold us lor then later i did something stupid! I kick ker behind her back (those play play one you know?)! Then bloody shit! She saw it and come to talk to me and thats the reason why she fired me, saying that i habve no respect for her and i embarrased her in front of my colleagues! Please lor.. you can embarrased me in front of my colleagues but i cannot embarrased her in front of my colleagues! I just a part time worker there only lor... what rights i have to embarass her? Just trying to find fault!

So i was trying to appeal but hopes dun seems high and no point if i stay on also cause she still will find fault with me one de! Anyway Marche is going to close for renovations soon le at May and everyone have to leave too... KEWU~~ Actually they were right, the reason why i wan to stay at Marche cause is because of my frens and i am used to the environment le... I already work there for 8 1/2 months le lor... mei you gong lau ye you ku lao ah! LOL.. whatever... Anyway think Frank has helped me find a job which is paying $7 per hour then ok lor... Haizzzz... Disappointed!!!

Anyway my last day was on Thursday 9th February 2006.... First day was on 1st June 2005... Haizzz... rest for this week lor! How long i have never rest? Everyday work or schooling or working and schooling everyday! Haizzzzzz..... Anyway on Friday, meet my father (of course is bluff one, my real one is no longer on Earth..) at Bugis after my lesson. Reached bugis about 8 then he asked whether want to eat steamboat at Geylang anot, then i agreed lor... I was feeling then down that time lor.. So we reach Lorong 27 about 8.30pm then we waiting for both his brothers, Leo and William.. This William is now a Singapore PR and he is a policeman! Hahahaha... William reached first followed by Leo with his girlfren and Frank after his work... meaning i sitting at that place 5 hours! Oh my God! I reached home about 2.30am....

The next day, again meet my father and William together with his girlfren... Went to bugis and shopping... Later went to watch I Not Stupid 2... Thought this show is not worth watching at the beginning one de.. Before we went to our theatre hall, i saw many girls with their eyes red lor at the toilet then i thought got so touching meh? So when i went into the theater hall, i almost faint cause i was sitting at the second row and is than front lor!!! SO at the beginning when they asked when was the last time you are being praised and when was the last time you praised a person, i thought it was then stupid lor... And the beginning was rather stupid... But later there was this part when it started to touched me and i cried the whole show throughout after that... LOL

The story goes like that: Jack Neo was a busy business man who doesnt have time to spend with his both sons... so when is this younger son who have a concert coming up soon, doesnt have a chance to ask his father whether he is able to attend the concert anot... So later when he was caught for stealing money, Jack Neo asked him why he need so much money for wat and he said: "I just wan to buy an hour of your time..." Oh My God! Super touching... i like that say not convincing enough so i should recommend you all should watch it! And there are alot of parts that are also very touching at the back.. And one thing about this show is that they made you cry then later make you laugh then make you cry again! Faint~~ And the worst thing is that i did not bring any tissue paper so no choice i have to use my sleeve to clean my tears and nuclus(How to spell ah?)! Very er xin i noe... And i learn something new... Singaporean teenagers like to say Cool man, whatever and so lame... maybe now got some new words like diiiiaaaaaoooo and faint... LOL

Anyway you all should have guess that i am at home now ba.. otherwise how can i blog at this time? Haizzzz... really disappointed... Anyway i be meeting my father tmr again! Funny ah.... He is only a guy that is 2 years older than me but duno why leh, i really treat him as a father.... Hahaha..... so i called him Ba whenever i saw him and there will be many eyes staring at us including at Marche when some of the customers will turn back and see.... LOL... so i think tmr after my lesson at 9pm i will meet my father, Frank and ShiJia for steamboat... Duno if Maggie and Charlie going anot... Whatever... And sure eat until 6 am then we send my father off... his flight at 8.30am lor and he will only be back after 1 1/2 months... Waiting for that day he is coming back so we can work together again!

1:36 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

**__vEroN's aDvaNce pArty__**

HaPPy BiRthDay Veron!!

Went to celebrate Veron's birthday at Clementi Party's World today! Her birthday falls on 14th Feb, so is quite impossible to celebrate her birthday on that day... Hehehe... Suppose to all reach at 11.50am... i reach about 12.10pm... Not so bad la ah? then to my surprise, i only saw Veron at the room! Haha... all late man! Anyway we sang from 12-5pm! Actually is to 4 only one de, then we extend for another hour but luckily they 4get to charge.. hehe

So this time, i manage to hold the mic for more than half of the time! Wahahahaha... I usually only can sing a few songs if i go singing with my Marche people cause they are better in snatching the mic! So this time think i sang enough le ba? LOL... Anyway it was rather lame that day cause we have the kallang wave then we also have the group singing... took alot of photos that day also! This is a brief story that happen that day:

Reached about 12.10pm. Only Veron there.... think she sang about 2-3 songs le ba! Then i start dedicating my songs starting with Wu Kequn "bu xie ji nian" in my version... Rather shi bai cause not prepared... LOL... later winnie came... By this time i already dedicate most of my songs mostly jolin and fish leong songs lor... later winnie dedicate more than 1 page of FIR songs and veron more than one and a half songs of Sun yanzi songs! Hahaahaa... later Marie and Yanru came, holding a cake... So is was actually a very nice cake but then, it was disfigured by Veron... *Faint.... Later Winnie took a present... so initially thought it was the Sun yanzi cd that veron wan, but it ended up as a paper cd! Not bad.. look like real and that actually acts as a ticket to redeem her sun yanzi cd from 13-16th feb... SO lame! But i like.... LOL! So everyone start singing their songs lor with half of the time i and winnie singing ba? Hehe... Later at 3pm, we still have 6 pages of awaiting songs! haha.. so we decide to extend 1 more hour lor anyway veron have to work at 6 and i also at 7 pm... Got many lame jokes and things happen that day lor! Quite cheap la... 5 hours 5 person only $38.50! Anyway time always pass so fast when singing ktv, so later at 5 pm, veron leave for her work, yanru think go pa tuo then me marie and winnie go and makan.... later i leave for work lor! Standard one... but now no more le... Haizzzzzz... So this year think veron had a memorable birthday ba? And she receive quite alot of presents lor.. HEHE... Shall wait for my birthday too! Still long la....

These are some of the photos we taken that day!!

As you all can see, this is the birthday girl!! Also my best fren in Uni!!

The "golden ticket" to exchange for the real CD!! Laugh abit ugly i know... LOL

The group photo taken b4 the murder of Yanru...

The murder of Yanru...

After the murder of Yanru as you all can see she's not there anymore...

11:48 PM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

**__f|rst cLubb|nG exPeRience__**

Went to work as usual today.. Went to work at 1pm and was working at Swiss House with An Zhe, my father and Emily. There was this new girl named Fiona who is supposed to work at 6pm came early and came to have a drink at the bar counter. Working at Swiss House and have nothing to do, so i just decided to have a short talk with her but kana said by a team leader. I was not deciding to talk to her for long lor! But sometimes ah, when you have nothing to do, you will just talk with your colleagues lor... So later after my break at 4.30pm, i went to see my night time rooster and i was shocked when i did not see my name! I immediately went to see my timetable and i was not surprised that my shift ended early! But abit too early i thought as i will end at 6pm... They(or rather she? That detestable teamleader!!) actually chased me home for talking! To say in a better way is that they are actually cutting labour costs as business was affected by the Chingay Festival...

Luckily, my son, Pamela, came and has not left when i know my shift has ended for that day... Anyway i earned half an hour of pay la as i went for break at 3.30pm! Anyway Uncle Dewin has no plan to chase me home one de as he ask me to go for my break mar... Whatever! Went out with Pamela and Phoebe later on.. Anyway i wanted to shop for a "sexy" top and a high heel shoes for Adrian's party later at Club Momo. So i would say is a blessing in disguise la... Reach home about 8 pm and getting ready for the things later. Anyway, this is the first time i went clubbing.

So about 11pm, i left my house for Marche to meet An Zhe and Charlie. They are the only 2 restaurant staff and me who is going for the kitchen staff's party. Wear a black tube, mini skirt and high heels sia... this shall be the first time and the last time ba i think... LOL.. Wait for them at the smoking area and later to realise that stupid Charlie not going for the party due to some misunderstanding between me and him! But later, realise that Bradley is going as well so 3 of us took a cab to Cluc Momo at Clark Quay. Was rather excited as it was my first time! So we reach there within 10 mins. When i reached, i was shocked to see the kitchen manager there!! Manager ah.. not team leader! Different, higher by 1 post! LOL.. So i said without thinking: "You this manager! Also got come ah?!" Actually i thought i was raher rude to say that... Hehe... Then he replied: "Why i cannot come issit? Working time is manager, after working time is friend k?" LOL.. Whatever, anyway later realise that the minimum age to go in is 21! Bo bian.. later borrow ic from others lor and haf to busy memorising the ic no!

So it was quite different from what i thought la... It was really dark and very noisy~~~ Most of them are dancing, smoking or drinking! Then got some couples (including gays and lesbians) touching one another la.. and there are some wine girls who are willing to flirt with any guys to sell off their drinks! Later my father, An Zhe, who boasted to me say that he is going to make every one of them drop drunk but who knows in the end, he is the one who gets drunk lor! Before realising that he will be drunk, most of the kitchen staff had already went home! Only left me, An Zhe, Bradley and Adrian! Called his frens but neither one pick up the phone or is rather impossible to send him home... Guess wat? An Zhe requested to go off first but he doesn't want to go home! He asked us to send him to any cheap hotel la to spend the night. But Adrain and Bradley was rather unwilling to go off yet and An Zhe was insisting to go off first! So no choice lor, i send him to a hotel!

Problems now! Which hotel i should send him to? So i decide to send him to the hotel 81 which is just 3 bus stops away from my house which i can walk home after that... So i waved for a cab and tell the taxi driver to send us to my house Hotel 81! So whe comes first in your mind when a woman(or rather girl? Haha) and a man took a cab to Hotel 81? *Faint... so malu lor! And when we reached the Hotel 81, so many eyes outside the hotel were staring at me lor! Later even worse when we wan to check in!Really wan to faint! But guess wat again! He doesn't want to stay at that Hotel 81 and insisted that he wants to go back to Geylang which is nearer to his house(he stays there by the way....) So no choice, i have to bring him there lor... You can't expect me to desert him right? *Faint...

So later i waved another cab and i tell the taxi driver to send me to any hotel at Geylang! And i told the taxi driver not to think too much and i asked him which hotel is the cheapest at Geylang! At that time, i also did not think that much but when you hear it ah, you must be thinking this desperate girl looking for a hotel and trying to deny! All my face all thrown away liao.... Anyway, later the taxi driver send us to a Hotel 81 at Geylang and i asked him to wait for me la as i was worried i might not be able to wave a cab and is quite dangerous there... i wanted to ask An Zhe to check in himself but i was quite worried lor so i went to check in with him! *Faint faint faint! Is $80 per night lor! So expensive sia and duno wat people are thinking.... Later i decide to boil hot water for An Zhe to drink... (that's wat the taxi driver ask me to do lor...)At that time, the taxi dirver was still waiting for me lor and i was waiting for An Zhe to sleep! But later An Zhe asked me to ask the cab driver to go first as he is charging $35 per hour lor! *Faint... later An Zhe talk non-stop and refused to sleep! *Faint.. anyway i was waiting for him to sleep as i scared he might do something foolish! But in the end after more than 1 hour, finally i can go off le! At that time is already 5 plus in the morning le... Bradley, who went supper with Adrian after that, message me bout 4.45 that he reach home already lor...

*Faint........! Only manage to slept at 6am and i have to wake up at 10.30am as i working the next day! All because of that stupid Charlie! If not, i will not face such problems lor! What a night!

9:24 AM