Wednesday, January 04, 2006
**__First pOst of 2006!__**
Yesterday was Marche Dinner and Dance! Theme was Retro and Hip. Haha... i wore a black polka (correct spelling anot?) dots low cut dress... U see already u also agree is retro man! And the funny thing is that i had the dress and not specially buy one but i don't wear it anyway man... HAHAHAHA
Went to meet meet my family at Ang Mo Kio at 5.30pm.... But i was late because my eldest daughter asked me to accompany her to IMA which in the end i didn't manage to meet her as the security guard don't let mi in! No choice lor.... then i go first... But the ridiculous thing is that i took the same train as her which i only realise after getting down from the escalator! Everyone wear very smart and georgeous man except Phoebe lar! Haha... cannot blame her because she comes from school.... Later took 76 to Paramount Hotel and reached there about 7 pm although it was supposed to start at 6pm! But anyway the eating only started only at 7pm! Hehe
Woah... when i went there there were really many fantastic clothings! Haha... Sherin wore the retro hair wig, the curly curly big big one you know? And then there was this man in the mata(police in malay) clothes then there was also this guy wore really the 70s dress clothing and of course there were many ladies who wore the 70s girls' dressing as well... So it first started with the games... The whole cafe was divided into 2 groups... one called the Cookie Monster and the another call Ultraman.... I know is lame lar.. haha but the name is not i come out one ah! Was really very high started with the hairriest man, the woman with the biggest eyes, the man who take out his pants first but of course using a towel to cover, the girl with the shortest skirt.. and the guy who eat the fastest without using his hands and i participated in this! LOL
There were many fantastic prizes... Ranging from Ipod nano, Nokia 70, a digital camera, electric oven, a 21 colour TV, $1288 cash, cruise package, etc... Of course i wrote is all the top prizes lar! But the last prize, the 40th prize is also $80 cash! Not bad lar... but guess wat! The lucky draw is only for the full-timers and not for part-timers.... 可恶! Not fair!!!! But anyway there were many games and food as well lar... Again had a great time! Except Frank who was drunk and behave irrationally..... Make me worry man!
But again... Inside my heart was not really happy lar..... Want to emphasis again! Don't faint when you read this! As i said... this my blog mar... Haha... Think is disgusting then DON"T READ! Actually got some problems between me and him lar... He's going back soon le... Haiz... He said there is nothing here that can let him stay, including me... Haizzzz... He say i don't know how to be a girlfriend! Puke blood! This is my first relationship mar...... He said i care my friends more than him! Puke blood again! He crazy ah? In my heart he is in first place and i care him more than anyone else! And EVERYONE can see that except him... and EVERYONE can see that i like him alot... Haiyoh... why can't he understand me more leh? I am really tired but i do not want to give up on him... i really like and cherish him alot lor... I am always thinking about him and i mean it! Every minute every second! What i think i can do as a girlfriend i do it! And if i didn't do means i did not think of it! Sometimes i also angry with him for not replying my msg and called other girls dear or darling! And i have to console myself that he is tired and just call for fun! Fun meh? How come i don't see he called me that? And the worse thing is that everytime i have to gave way to him but nevermind! Because i really scared of losing him..... Haiyoh... what happen to me ah? In fact, i thought our relationship was better in the past before we were together... For those who is reading this althought i had warn you all it would be very disgusting.... Don't puke cause i told you all earlier liao.... LOL
I understand that he nid someone who cares for him... i understand that he is very tired study and working at the same time in Singapore... i also understand that back in his country he is a young master there who can have everything he wants.... i understand that i not pretty... I am now trying very hard to be a girlfriend who is a one who really cares for him! But actually one thing that i think i not good is that i only think and don't show it out... Why ah why ah why? How i wish we can return to the past but together la... Any solutions from those who is reading this? Can someone teach mi wat to do?
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